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7 March 2010

pogo effect



the little gem, originally uploaded by the.whole.self.

My latest new toy is a Polaroid Pogo. It's a tiny photo printer with built in ink that prints photos onto 2" x 3" sheets that are sticky on the back. It's the coolest thing I've seen in a while. You can bluetooth photos from your mobile (done that) or plug in a USB cable and pictbridge from your digital camera. It gives photographs a slightly Polaroid effect and I just love it.

I've been printing random shots and been wowed by the results. The printer is not expensive (around £24 for the black finish version) and the sheets are around £10 for 70.

I'm sticking the prints in my journal. Going to use them on cards. Generally, I'm going to stick them everywhere!


my tree (again!), originally uploaded by the.whole.self.

We had a show and tell at work this week that resulted in a couple of colleagues dashing off to order their own Polaroid Pogo from Amazon. We're all wowed!

6 March 2010

the antidote



vitality man, originally uploaded by the.whole.self.

Today I've been out with my camera. For the first time in a while. I took some portrait shots for vitalityman's website (coming soon). I'd decided on a location beforehand but it turned out to be even better than I had envisaged. I'd seen a bridge and some trees. A slightly grungy backdrop. But a few yards further along was a derelict school. Broken windows. Graffiti. It was perfect.

I had a happy half hour having fun with the camera, looking for shots, trying things out. John was an excellent subject who needed little direction and I was pleased with the shots I took. I especially liked the one above which was shot through the side of a rusty freight-type container to get the blurry edge.

It made me realise again - or at least reminded me - that photography is my antidote to those times in my life when things don't quite go to plan. I love photography. I could spend all day, every day, taking photographs. I never want it to end. It's a complete joy to me, whatever I'm photographing. Whether it's just me tinkering or portraits or events. It never ceases to thrill me. And when I get home and download everything, it always feels like magic.

Sometimes I have phases when I don't photograph as much as I should. Work commitments, life in general. And those are specifically the times when I should pick up my camera, go out somewhere and just keep clicking. That's my kind of therapy. Photo therapy.

13 February 2010

go the distance

Terence Mann in Field of Dreams:
There comes a time when all the cosmic tumblers have clicked into place and the universe opens itself up for a few seconds to show you what's possible.

6 February 2010

there can be only one

Ramirez in Highlander:
You have done well.
But it'll take time.
You are generations being born and dying.
You are at one with all living things.
Each man's thoughts and dreams are yours to know.
You have power beyond imagination.
Use it well, my friend.
Don't lose your head.

4 February 2010

day 21/21: the source

Welcome to Day 21 of 21 days. A series of 21 daily posts to provide inspiration to connect to your source, prompts for journaling and contemplation, as well as a few little surprises along the way. I hope you'll join us. Click here to read more about 21 days: creative divine.
Source: the point at which something springs into being or from which it derives or is obtained; the point of origin, such as a spring, of a stream or river; one that causes, creates, or initiates; a maker.

rainbows, originally uploaded by the.whole.self.
Connecting to our Source is, in many ways, about finding our way home. Our Source is the divine part of us, something we know naturally as children, but in most cases, separate from as we grow older. Yet many of us crave that connection but don't necessarily know what we crave or how to find it.

The Source for you may be something different to what it is for me. You may call it by a different name. You may have a different philosophy about it. I define my view of life by what feels right to me and what works for me.

You may call Source by the name of God or Soul or Divine. I think it has to be what resonates with you. For me Source, or the creative divine, as I like to call it, is my highest self. It's a part of the Whole - my whole and a universal whole where we're all connected. By connecting to my creative divine, something transformative happens. I cease to worry about all the worldly things that might normally concern me and tune into an energy or force that puts me in alignment with who I really am.

The journey home is the journey to self and who we really are. And sometimes we hide that so well!

It's a journey of small steps.

Lao-tzu:
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
It's about getting our ducks in a row more and more often until we reach a point where we're being who we really are more of the time. It's quite a journey and each of our journeys is unique to us. If you're reading this, chances are that you're already on your own journey.

I believe we all have a mission to fulfil in this lifetime. Part of connecting to Source is about remembering what that mission is. The more often we connect, the more we start understanding what we are here to do. Synchronicities also start to occur and signposts appear in our path. I think that the heart of the mission is about being the best we can be and who we really are. It's about not hiding your light or talent under a bushel.

I Ching:
It is only when we have the courage to face things exactly as they are, without any self-deception or illusion, that a light will develop out of events, by which the path to success may be recognised.
Part of connecting to Source is recognising the shadow side of ourselves, the bits of ourselves that we don't especially like and try to hide. To be whole we need to learn to accept these elements of our self and acknowledge them so that we can move forward. We don't have to deny them but look for the gifts that they bring us on our journey. The biggest hurdle is accepting the shadow side as a part of us. In the foreword of our book today, Neale Donald Walsch writes:
I believe in living a life of utter visibility. That means complete transparency. Nothing hidden, nothing denied. Not even the part of myself that I didn't want to look at, much less acknowledge. If you agree with me that visibility is the key to authenticity, and that authenticity is the doorway to your True Self, you will thank Debbie Ford from the depth of your being for this book. For it will lead you right to that doorway, beyond which is found lasting joy, inner peace and a place of self-love so vast, you will at last find the room to unconditionally love others.
The journey to Source is really about coming full circle. It's returning to where we began, to our origin. We just don't really know that when we're on our way. It's only when we arrive that we know. Because it's then that we recognise home.

Marianne Williamson:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Be inspired: The journey is my home by Julie Jordan Scott just said it all when I saw the post headline appear in my Twitter feed. The journey to Source is our journey home.

You might also enjoy The Journey Home.

Read: Dark Side of the Light Chasers by Debbie Ford was recommended as part of my Reiki Master course and was a book I used a lot over the following year. It has come uncomfortable truths in places but also gifts.

Do: Today is the last entry in 21 days. I hope that some of the posts have resonated with you and helped you on your own journey. If you wrote your intentions on day 1, take a look at them and see how they have manifested over the last three weeks. Also, consider what it means to you to be whole. What shadow elements of your self do you need to accept? I wish you much joy on your journey to your creative divine. Thank you for being a part of 21 days.

Jung:
Would you rather be whole or good?